Jealousy??

[soph25]

Does anyone even after having little ones themselves after losing their angels still get jealous when other people announce their pg or that they've had a little baby? I do and I hate that I can't be happy for people. I dread the day that they say they're having a little girl especially as I know mil to be will give me a sly look to see what I think to that as if to say they're having a girl why can't you? She's obsessed with girls -she never had one and she doesn't class Sophie as a real girl and as soon as her grandaughter came along from dp's brother my little man just got pushed to the side. Sorry starting to go into a rant about her and if I carry on I'll never stop!

I just hate feeling jealous when I should be happy for people. I didn't think I'd still get jealous now. Why is it still happening? Am I just selfish and don't wanna see other people happy?

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[soph25]

That's just how I feel Kim

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[soph25]

You always rant Kim lol but you are making sense!!!

I can't imagine how hard it will be for you if your friend has her baby on Ray's birthday. I hope that she goes early or late for you as I know that I would find it difficult if someone had a baby on Sophie's birthday. Will this be the 1st baby (other than Lochers!!) since Ray?

I've already convinced myself that our friend who's pg is having a girl - I did it with dp's brothers as well and I turned out right there. I don't know if I do it to try and prepare myself for seeing a baby girl? I don't know but this friend is now over 20wks and I still don't feel happy for them I still feel jealous. I think I may be quite selfish.

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[Alison - Lucys Mammy]

I do feel the same aswell I wish I didn't but just cant help it ..... 

[soph25]

Sounds good to me!!! lol I'm happy to be a miserable cow! lol

I get jealous even if someone tells me someone is having a baby and I don't even know them!!

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[karaokej88]

as you will know from my previous post, my sisters ex husband, his sister is pg and she cant cope with the 2 she has already, i am the same, i would never wish anyones babies to come to harm, but i think the way these babies are given is all wrong, why give 3 babies to someone whom could barely cope with one, but my first baby was taken away?

its all wrong,
love jane.xxxx

[olivias mummy]

i am always thrilled for them but sad for me if you know what i mean but once i have had a good self pitying cry for myself i am fine about it. i would never ever take away the special feelings of when you discover your pregnant nor the absolute thrill of your first scan, too precious for words.

love cheryl xx 

[soph25]

Well Kim house is clean but you never arrived!! lol

Glad to hear your friends little baby is doing well now.

I never show to their faces how jealous I am, or at least I don't think I do - I certainly don't mean to, so I would never take away their special moments from them I do all my jealousy and self pitying behind closed doors so that people do not know that I feel this way.

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[soph25]

Lol I'm not sure little man would like you playing with his toys without him!!!

xxx