My feeings

[Pamela]

This kind of sums up how im feeling right now! Hope you dont mind me posting

6 Months since Jamie went away
Missing him gets worse everyday
Time’s a healer people do say
Then they cant possibly of felt this way

Learning to cope, will take some time
Cope? with losing my boy who was mine
How do I do that? each day not the same
One moment ok, the next in pain

Wanting to scream, run away and hide
Missing the life I’ve been denied
Hating what Is now, what my life has become
But needing to get on for the sake of everyone

Think of yourself I’ve been told
But it’s not that easy, otherwise id fold
Into a heap, a non existent being
My life, nightmares and thoughts fleeing

I cant do that, it’s something I cant do
I need to be here, Jessica needs me too
But Its hard, I’m broken deep inside
Because it’s gone, my perfect life has been denied

But be strong I must, and yes I will try
Try to move on and live with the “but why”
Live my life for me, a partner and a mum
But most of all for my gorgeous son

[Angel Rosemary's mum ~ tigertess]

awwwwwwww pamela that poems lovely
and sure jamie  is proud of his mummy 

[Olliemam+1]

Wow Pamela

I am in tears reading this.  God bless


Dawn xxxxx.  

[kate]

That is so lovely .....but so sad xxxx


                                                                                                                      

[ginger dee]

The poem is lovely but sadly true 

[johnathons mam]

Pamela

what a beautiful poem hunthank you so much for sharing it with us 

Sarah x

[Paula_xox_]

Pamela

The poem is so beautiful Jamie will be very proud of his mummy