A horrific nightmare

[mel - jakesangelmummy]

Last night I dreamt that Jake visited me, He was beautiful and he gave me a big hug. Then he told me to come downstairs with him so we wouldnt wake daddy.

I did, and I wanted to ask him loads of questions but before i could he started talking to me about how he was sorry he had to leave me. Then he looked at me with tears in his little eyes and said 'im sorry mummy but i have been sent here to bring amy back with me, You arent allowed her either.'

I started to beg him not to take her and he said its too late by the time you get upstairs she will be an angel. I went running up the stairs and sure enough when I got to the side of her cot she was dead and Jake was gone.

I woke up screaming and no matter what I did i could not go back to sleep,

Even when i was pregnant with amy, i never felt she was going to be here to stay I feel as If i am actually waiting for her die And I cant do it anymore

I cant do anything with myself today Only crying, I just want to go to bed and never wake up

[davids- mummy]

  omg mel what a nightmare i bet you didnt settle after that hope you will feel better soon as i am lost for words 

[Laura~Tyler&Taylor'sMommy]

Thinking of you Mel, it must have been awful for you 

Laura x 

[olivias mummy]

 

mel that must have been so distressing for you, i am nearly in tears just reading it.

Im sure you are in shock today and terrified that it will come true but please try to remember it is only a dream and not a premanition.

I know how upsetting dreams can be as im prone to some pretty horrific ones myself.

They say dreams are your worst fears coming out in your subconscious and this certainly seems to be the case in yours.

I hope you dont get it again and that the memory of it passes quickly for you.

love cheryl xx 

[Alison - Lucys Mammy]

 

Oh Mel your nightmare was truely horrific, it must have been awful for you - I have had some nightmares about Kate since we lost Lucy and I know how real and distressing they can be.

Like Cheryl said I think its your subconscious and your worst fears coming out....

Dont really know what else to say except hope you dont have any more nightmares like this sending you lots of (((((hugs))))

Ali
x
 

[Olliemam+1]

Mel, sweetheart

What a terrible terribale dream for you to have, like people have said you have so so much on your plate at the moment your thoughts and imagination will be in a terrible muddle.  I really really hope that things can settle down to some kind of normality for you soon, sending you loads ans loads of 

Take care and god bless


Dawn xxxx. 

[Daniels Mummy]

              

I'm sorry hun, I dont know what else to say other than we are here if you need to let it out.

Emma x
 

[karaokej88]

 

hun,

i am sorry you had this dream, i do hope the words of others have comforted you a bit.

i agree with cheryl, our dreams are our worst fears being played out in our sleep.

love jane.xxxx

[mel - jakesangelmummy]

thank you everyone. i'm tryin hard to put it out of my mind but as bedtime gets closer i'm gettin more worried about closin my eyes. i know you are all right. my worst fear will always be burying another of my babies. i guess it's only natural that my worst nightmares would revolve around that. x x

[ginger dee]

Your dream was horrific ive had a few very bad ones about finding Amelia gone. My doc told me it was my fears coming out as i was worrying to much but thats on thing us that have lost a child cant help but do. Hope you have no more 

[olivias mummy]

mel that is defo whats causing it and you have to find a way to stop thinking of it before bedtime else it will keep returning.

 

I hope tonight is kind on you.

love cheryl xx