
aw hun, that is a lovely gp, mine is like that, well my new one is, the old one wasnt so nice!
its good that your gp thinks you can do this by yourself, well not by yourself but without meds, that shows they think you have strength in there somewhere, and you do, it is there in all of us, just takes a while to find it!
i hate to think of you being this way, you are such a sunny person!
i am sure elenor will be with you wherever you have Lolas christening, she loves you all and wouldnt miss it for the world! i bet she will have a lovely dress on and pretty shoes and will be there with all our angels, all dressed in pretty clothes and showering you all with special angel kisses!
we are here if you need us to be, i am sending you strong thoughts to help you through this, and if the dr says sleep when you need sleep, then do it! nothing worse than feeling tired, it makes everything seem worse than normal!
take care hun, let us know how you are getting on,
love jane.xxxx
