Jamie - My Gorgeous Boy xx

[Pamela]

Is it real?

Was I only dreaming my imagination running wild,
Were you really mine, my son, a perfect child?

My head tries to make sense, did I really carry you,
Did I really bring you here, All beautiful and new?

Was it you I really fed, care for you and love you,
Did I really play and sing, bath and cuddle you too?

I know I have memories, There constantly on my mind,
But if you are not here, are they just the pretend kind?

Each day I don’t understand, how can it be so,
You’re here one minute, then the next you have to go?

It just feels surreal, it only happens on TV,
Never in a million years, would it happen to me?

But I know it is reality, you’re mine, your just not here,
I know my heart in broken, because I cant have you near?

I know you’ve part of me there, I know I’ll never be the same,
I know I’ll always love you, I just cant deal with this pain

Do you see the tears that flow, do you see the pain in my heart
Jamie you are my gorgeous boy, I’m broken because we had to part!

I know you were real, I can hear and see you too
Yes Jamie I loved, sang and cared for you, And yes Jamie, YES I still do!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Alison - Lucys Mammy]

beautiful ......

[kate]

Heartbreaking....just so heartbreaking xxxxxx


      for you and for Jamie 


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[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

  beautifull just like your angelxxx