kids went back to school today ,house felt so empty * L/C mentioned*

[marie Ethan's mum]

I've been wishing them back to school for ages now but when the day came it , stirred up so many Ethan thoughts,


this time last year the kids didn't go to school as we took them  away on holiday to avoid the first day back and the looks from the other mum's , that I didn't have a twin pushchair anymore..

I miss him so much . the house felt so empty today just me and erin .  I loved spending time playing with her but so wish I could be with them both . 

many of the mums asked if we had a good holiday  ,I just wanted to scream ,Yeah it was lovely ,just had  a miscarriage  to a baby you will never even know about let alone the anniversary of the death of the one you have forgot about...., how was your bloody holidays
sorry to rant .....

so all in all not such a great day ,sorry had to get this off my chest , nobody listens as well as you lot

[marie Ethan's mum]

if this is in the wrong board feel free to move it ,not sure where I should be right now let alone this post,  thinking the pub with a large drink sounds right for me but not got a clue about the post

[mel - jakesangelmummy]

 

I can understand how difficult this would all be for you. I often find when my l/c arent around I feel the ache of jakes absence so much more.

Probably mostly down to having more time to think which is definitly not a good thing for me.

I hope things settle for you soon

 

[Coists Mummy]

      

Im here if u want to chat hun

Lynsey
xxx

[davids- mummy]

  aww marie i wish i could take your pain away i so wish ethan was here with you 

[karaokej88]

 

aw hun, i wish you didnt have to go through that.

take care,
love jane.xxxx

[Bretts mummy Emma]

  sending all my love hun  we are all here for you whenever you need us anytime 

Emma and Angel Brett 

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

  we are all here for you babe xx