feel so low twins headstone is on its way

[littleangels]

I really dont want the twins headstone to go up cause its final then and i know there there and i know i carnt do anymore for them last night i sat crying all night as i knew it was going up on Fri (tomorrow) and to top things of my brother decided to give Matt a long run so he would be behind at work so we told them why he couldn't take it now I'm just gettin grief of my sis because i didn't tell anyone about the headstone going up and Matt is not going to be here to see it cause of my bro, my sis as been sendin me sarcastic msg all day ive got to go down to the cemetery on my own, and to top my day of ive had Matt crying on the phone to me saying hes not going to be back in time and i was in a crash today were someone smashed my wing mirror on my car i carnt take anymore ive had enough i just want my twins and i want to be going out buying presants for there first birthday, have screaming kids round me for 2 days, pulling my hair out. instead I'm buying flowers and sittin at home on my own. why did this have to happen to much is coming to soon i feel like i did a yr ago when i was in hospital and my nightmare had just started. sorry for the rant but am in mixed emotions and just don't know what to do anymore.

[karaokej88]

 

hun, i am sorry you are feeling this way, i do hope that things go as well as they can do tomorrow and i hope the day is gentle on you.

i will be thinking of you.

love jane.xxxx

[betsysmum]

Just wondering how you are feeling today xox

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

    big hugs babe xx

[GillyF]

It's so hard to sit staring at your baby's name on a headstone when all you want is to hold them, so it is no wonder the prospect of facing both your precious babies' names carved in stone had you all upset. I do hope you didn't have any more unpleasant, unexpected problems you really didn't need to have to cope with on top of it all and that seeing the headstone in place wasn't quite as awful as you feared.

Best wishes to you and to Matt.

Gilly