Think I have figured out....

[mel - jakesangelmummy]

Why Joshs birthday is upsetting me so much.

Come monday my two sons will be the same age for two short weeks. I will have two 2 year olds 

I dont know why that has been upsetting me but since I have figured it out I have felt a little calmer. I dont know why it didnt bother me last year. Everything seems much more strange this year.

 

[davids- mummy]

  aww mel you poor woman that will hit you so hard ,i really dont know what to say to you as it has shook me just to say i am thinking of you and jake xxx

[Bretts mummy Emma]

 

 

[Andrea54]

Mel, i can sort of relate to this.... Marissa has just gone into P2.... if Hannah was with us, she would have also been in P2... 

Both girls would have had each other for company during their school years!!

Thinking of you... 

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

 

[mel - jakesangelmummy]

Well, Its official. I am mummy of 2 two year olds 

I have managed to smile a little today thinking about what I would be doing right now if Jake was still here. Tearing my hair out no doubt but I would rather be bald than broken hearted.

I'm sure Jake will be around today watching over his little brother on his birthday. I will keep an eye out for any signs of him