This is a poem i wrote for George while 'busy' at work yesterday ....
I think about you often, well every single day. I still can't believe that you're not here but somewhere far away.
This isn't how it should have been, why is life so unfair? I should have been looking after you and choosing clothes for you to wear.
Instead i'm visiting your little garden with flowers everyday, cutting the grass, watering the plants and throwing the dead ones away.
I thought i was going to be your mummy and take great care of you but instead someone had other ideas because they wanted you too.
I waited a lifetime to have you and feel you grow inside of me, i was so excited about meeting you and the little person you were going to be.
I never got to hear you cry, you never made a sound. You never went in a pram so i could push you around.
I am so thankful for the time i did spend with you although it was only brief, even if now all i'm left with are photos, memories and an unbearable grief.
I know one day we'll be together again and it will never be too soon for me but until then remember my darling little man, i love you and i'll always be your mummy xx
and i wrote this one for my tiny angel .....
I'm the only one who thinks of you, the only one who ever really cared. I didn't get to meet you so we have no real moments that we shared.
But it doesn't stop me missing or loving you or thinking of what might have been, if you hadn't left mummy when you did then we would have seen,
just who you were going to be, a very special little person especially to me but no matter where you are now, i'll always be your mummy and you, my baby xx
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