two little boy's on the way to nursery

[angel jamies mummy]

I really I'm finding Stephen being in nursery hard,i was in bit's getting his school uniform ready the night before he started and was in tear's taking him into school,not because i didn't want him to go but because i should have been walking both my little men into school together.it's hard every milestone stephen hit's,i try and not let my feelings show to him and i make a big fuss of him but inside I'm falling apart.He brought me home a lovely painting and the tetcher had wrote on it my daddy,mummy,sophie,christina-may,alisha and my special brother jamie,so it just makes you wonder whats going on in his little head.sorry to go on but i'm a bit of a mess at the moment.lisa xxxxxxxxx

[Bretts mummy Emma]

Awww bless you both those days are always hard hunni. I was the same watching my friend's little boy start school the day that should have been Brett's first day 

Here for you hunni

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

 

[GillyF]

Lisa,

My surviving son is going to nursery school for the first time next week and I'm not looking forward to it at all being such a big first. Not just that, I'm doing it because he's an only child and very active, and I feel he needs the company of other children much more now he's  2 and a 1/2. But if he had his brother to play with, to compete with, to learn with I wouldn't feel this need...

It is so, so hard, and as I said to my husband the other day when we stopped off at the cemetery before going for a walk, I just don't find it any easier today than I did 6, 12, 18 or 28 months ago. I feel a mess a lot of the time too and if only there was some way to stop the pain.

Best wishes,
Gilly 

[angel jamies mummy]

Gilly,i know exactly how you feel,just as I start feeling a little bit better Stephen hits another big milestone and it knocks me right back down again.People find me mad even having the 4 kids with me i still find I've got to keep myself busy all the time or I'd go mad.My husband thinks I'm nuts I'm planning Stephens birthday now and he's not 4 till dec,but i always have to have everything perfect for him because i always feel guilty as he should have his brother with him,it's just how i try to cope with it.love Lisa xxx

[marie~elises mummy]