Erin starts nursery today ,not fair Ethan should be too (l/c mentioned)

[marie Ethan's mum]

Ethan 's twin Erin goes off to main stream nursery today for the first time, I should be feeling so proud , after everything she has been through herself and all her medical problems , this is such a big achievement  in it's self so why have i been sat her since 4 am crying my eyes out because Ethan isn't starting with her .  her little bag is packed and her clothes are all set out and I want to be excited for her but I just feel my heart breaking  more and more .

part of me doesn't want her to grow up because every step she takes is one step further away from ethan ,
I  love her so much and just feel I'm failing her  right now  .

[Blakes Mummy]

oh Marie

it must be really hard for you knowing Ethan should be with Erin but he will be hun, he'll be protecting and watching over his twin every step of the way. I wish i could give you a great big hug right now.

Love Donna

 

[pauline-davids mummy]

  marie bless you first of all can i say well done erin , god she is growing up so fast , i can feel your heartache seeing all the things erin is doin , ethan should be doin them too playing with his sister , i bet ethan is so proud of erin

[Belles Mummy]

 

It must be so hard for you Marie, Please dont think you are failing Erin, Ethan will be right by her side xxxx

[Bretts mummy Emma]

Awwww Marie Ethan is there every step of the way with Erin

[marie Ethan's mum]

just dropped her off , she went in brilliantly , the staff showed us to her peg for her belonging and the child's peg above her's is for a lovely little boy called nathan , but when I first saw it his coat was covering part of his name so all I saw was the ''T H A N '' part , my heart almost stopped , but she started playing with the little boy straight away ,  he just kept saying to her '' I name nathan ''  ''who you'' she looked at him  and just said ''mine'' 
I think she'll be fine and know we've  done the first drop off I'll be fine too....  thanks girls 

[mum2evan+dyfan]

well done you and well done Erin,
and honestly from what you've told us about Ethan he's right there playing with Erin and all her new friends, he's probably already been a few times to check it out for his sister.

Kathxxx

[vickie (vicplum)]

Hun dont feel bad, im 24 closer to 25 tho and my little brother is 23,however he died at 9months old. I was too young to know totally what and why things were happening. However mum explained alot when i was old enough and now that im a young woman too she has explained the same feelings that you have when i was younger, as she was excited to all the major steps in my life but hurt as my brother would never have or do them. My mum then went on to have another 2 boys later in life. Im very thankful the stories she tells m about when i was younger and Aaron was here with me,  im pleased that my mum can share the hurt with me to. My mum still finds it hard after 20 odd years.I have told her about this web site, and she will come in her own time.  I have to say too When Erin is older she will rememeber things and want to know about her brother. As in a way i feel very close to my brother all the time. There is so much more i could share with you. But dont feel bad about how you feel, it is totally normal.

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[Susan - Tobias & Tanesha's Mummy]

 

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[kimbobt84-BensMummy]

Marie, i truly understand.
There will be many bittersweet moments and if i find a way to get through them without feeling torn you'll be the first to know
Don't beat yourself up x


Yay to Erin-we need piccys!!!
She's come so far x