celebrating without Daisy....

[Ali - Daisy's mummy]

....physicall thereis what I mean.  I know in some way her little spirit will be with us.  Today Seth turns one!  It feels like Christmas here, presants out, kitchen smells of baking and I keep peeking in at him half excited but my heart is breaking for Daisy too, I didn't get to do this for her, people barely talk about her where instead she should have be part of all the fuss and commotion of the week.  I'm scared I'll cry and people just won't get it.
Daisy should be two the week after, everyone telling her, her turn next week.  I sound so selfish, it's the most wonderful thing prepairing for my son's first birthday but I don't think any celebration or day to day for that matter can ever feel complete when you know all your family is half in heaven.
Sorry to rant, just needed to put this down.

much love Ali
xxx

[mel - jakesangelmummy]

 

No celebration will ever be the same. But Daisy will be there, joining in all the join of her gorgeous little brothers 1st birthday.

 

[pauline-davids mummy]

  ali firstly happy birthday to the beautiful Seth , that has flown in , i understand totally where you are coming from , as regards of celebrations , it will never be the same . knowing full well our little angles should be here with us celebrating things with our families

thinking of you and daisy  and seth too 

[Blakes Mummy]

Ali, Daisy is with Seth every step he takes. I know this isn't the same hun.

Happy 1st Birthday wee man :)

[mum2evan+dyfan]

wow i can't believe Seth is 1 already.
Daisy will be there with you, but i know it can't be the same.
thinking of you

Kathxxx

[Bretts mummy Emma]

Ali Daisy is there every step of the way with Seth

[Olliemam+1]

Ali

Bless you, special days are so so hard, but your beautiful Daisy is with you all today of that I am sure.

Happt 1st Birthday Seth  .

Take care

Dawn xxxxx. 

[suzanne]

  ali, your wee woman is with you and her baby brother in spirit. i know its not the same honey and i wish things were different for you. sending a big birthday  to your wee man. cant believe he a year old already. 

[Ali - Daisy's mummy]

Thank you for your lovely replies xxxxx
Seth's day was lovely, but didn't go by without tears.  Daisy's day to come next week....it may sound strange but I'm looking forward to going back to England to visit her grave and buying something new and fussing over her flowers...that's all I can do.  And let her little brother know all about her and how precious she is.

Thank you again x

much love
Ali
xxx

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]