Less then a month

[mommy2four]

And it'll be Sarina's Birth/Angelday and it feels as if it's harder and harder each day. Tonight as I was putting the girls to bed Alexus started crying and asking "If Sarina is in Heaven, how is she going to open her presents and how is she going to blow out the candles on her birthday cake?" How do I answer that? How can I make her understand that there won't be a birthday cake or there won't be any presents. How do I explain to my 5 year old that Sarina's isn't comming back? Then my 2 year odl started crying saying "I miss my Rina, Mommy. I miss my Baby Rina." It hurts so bad so see then hurt. I wish I could make them understand but I can't I just cna't do it. I don't even understand myself. And if I can't get through these next 18 days then how the heck am I going to get through her birthday? How will I be able to make myself happy for Brittnie's 4th birthday the next day?

[Bretts mummy Emma]

thinking of you as it approaches Sarina's special dates hunni, you will get thru this Sarina will be close to give you the strength. None of us know how we will cope with each approaching birthday or anniversary but somehow we make it thru the day somewhat intact. Be there to give your children cuddles when they miss her I do that with mine, often words aren't needed they just need to be reassured that you are there and that they can cry for their sister

[marie~elises mummy]

thinking of you 

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

  thinking of you x