Missing my twins so much x x

[mummy of twin angels]

REally hate this time of year - instead of thinking of presents - im taking christmas decorations to their grave! :-(
Miss them so much - Sophie started nursery last week and has a friend called Harvey, she says it over and over again...
i know 6 people who have either had or having twins - and im finding it very difficult not to get upset - but instead - i find myself goin over board to be happy for them to stop them from gettin worried about upsetting me! lol - its a nightmare! i gave a set of little teddies to my friends sister who is expecting twins, they were given to me when i was having mine - they ahv sat in the box since - i thought it a shame - it made me feel better! instead of hiding from the fact they were going to be around i embraced it! :-)

I just found a saying on my status shuffle that i really liked - thought i'd share it

I dont need an angel on the top of my tree - i already have two looking down on me! :-)

[mel - jakesangelmummy]

It is such a difficult time of year for us all. Its hard to watch people without a care, getting wrapped up in the excitement of Christmas when we know we will never get what we really really want this Christmas

I love your status shuffle, it is so very true
 

[Bretts mummy Emma]

  this time of year is difficult anyway without all the other added reminders of our angels thinking of you

[kimbobt84-BensMummy]

really like your status 

it's positive that you are finding it somewhat easier to be around even just one set of twins by giving them the teddies  it's such a lovely gesture x

[pauline-davids mummy]

i love your status

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

   i love your status hun x

[marie~elises mummy]

 

[angel jamies mummy]

I know exactly what you mean just after I lost one of my twins all you heard about was people have twins.three people in my street all had twins after me and first I just wanted to move but now I just try to think positively as at the end of the day their twins are not my twins and I wouldn't want anyone else to lose one of their precious babies.(if that makes any sense).love Lisa x