First christmas without Megan

[Carebear]

Hi,

I'd thought i'd be ok about celebrating christmas tomorrow but right now I don't want to. It should have been my daughter's first christmas and it's not fair that it isn't. Her first birthday would have been new years eve too.

I'm supposed to be going to my parents tomorrow with a "smiley face" because one of my sisters will be celebrating her daughter's first christmas with the family. I feel really selfish and mean but I can't help it.

I tried discussing this with my mother and she gave me no sympathy at all - she just said don't ruin my day or your sister's day! You are probably just hormonal ( At the moment I am 35 weeks pregnant.)

Please help?

Amy xxxx

[Olliemam+1]

Amy

Bless you  it is so so hard to put on the "smiley face" I know that only too well.  I watch Oliver open his pressie on Christmas Day and my heart breaks he should have his big sister with him, then we vists his nannas and watch them fuss over him and again my heart breaks.  I wish with all of my hear that all of our children were with us all an none of us has to go through this, I truly do.

All I can say to you is that I hope that tomorrow is as easy as it can be for you and you know that we will always be here anytime.

Take care of yourself and be as gentle as you can.  Love to you are your beautiful Megan 

Dawn xxxxx. 

[pauline-davids mummy]

amy what you are feeling is perfectly normal     alot of people think once they are gone we should move on , or if you are pregnant they see the baby as a replacemet , we know thats not true , i think your mum is very insensitive towards your feelings and what you have been thru

good luck wiuth your pregnancy not long now

thinking of you and megan  

[mel - jakesangelmummy]

 

Christmas will sadly never be the same for us. The 1st christmas is especially hard. Dont feel bad if you cant keep the smile on tomorrow. Only do what you can handle

 

[ConniesMammy.]

Amy i hope it will be a little comfort to know that ALL of us ladies here will be thinking of your Princess Megan,we wont forget her or push her to one side hun.

[marie~elises mummy]

thinking of you 

[Bretts mummy Emma]

Thinking of you hunni