Jakes grave on Christmas day

[mel - jakesangelmummy]

His Teddy from his Nanny and Grandad

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His Flowers from me and Craig and his wreaths from other people

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His windchime and little Man U gnome

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I'm sorry I couldnt be about much yesterday. My home internet wasnt working and I could only get on using my phone, which was also on a go slow  But none of you were far from my mind.

I spent much of the day feeling numb. Too hard to feel happy and sad at the same time so I pretty much felt nothing.

[kimbobt84-BensMummy]

What lovely things jake got mel, his xmas garden and flowers look beautiful x

[pauline-davids mummy]

mel jakes garden is beautiful

[mogpce1]

That is beautiful.

Catherine, Northern Ireland
Mother to Max Paul, 17th May 2003 ??? Stillborn at 24wks
Mother to Olivia Mary ??? 16th January 2004 ??? 20wks Plac. abruption/IC
Mother to Grace Catherine ??? 30th July 2004 ??? 22.3wks Failed TVC/IC
TAC GRADUATE to Emily Philomena 33.6wks ??? 5th January 2006 - OUR MIRACLE
Currently 26 wks pregnant with TAC baby No. 2

[Bretts mummy Emma]

Beautiful Mel

[marie~elises mummy]

beautiful 

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

 

[mel - jakesangelmummy]

Thanks everyone 

I normally get him a christmas tree and put his special Christmas teddy on his grave for him, But it didnt feel right this year. I put his teddy by my bed with all his other things. I think I just needed to be surrounded by his things this year.

I didnt take Josh and Amy-May on Christmas Day and I think it was the right thing to do. It was freezing cold and they had a good time at my mum and dads with there mountains of presents and they didnt have to see mummy being sad 

 

[pauline-davids mummy]

bless ya mel i bet they were spoilt rotten