Well am sorry i havent been on for a while but am back now!!!
Ive been having such a hard time dealing with emotions and so on and i hit an all time serious low where life wasnt really worth anything...
BUT..
I have been moving up an up!
With help of loved ones and so on i have seen things so differently, I miss my baby girl with all my heart and spent so much time blaming myself for her death that it took its toll on my heart and i gave in to the fact it was my fault.
I had to realise it wasnt..
Ive got a new baby on the way as some of you may know and am more confident than ever that everything will be okay fingers and toes crossed girls!!
Am actually glowing at the moment! hehe
Grief after losing a child is unexplainable i often sit an cry and it helps it really does and will forever but am strong!
SORRY FOR THE RANT HEHE!
Hope your all well and like i said am back offering a helping hand where needed
Love and hugs to you all! xxxxx
