I really dont know how am going to deal with christmas this year. I just dont have a clue.
I have a lovely little baby girl and i want to make it special for her but i just dont want to do anything.
Alicia passed away 23rd and its going to be so sad and hard. I spent christmas day in bed in the dark waking up to cry and going back to sleep.
I was sad every time id wake up.
How do i deal with it?.....
Ladies i must also say... You lot are so amazing.. An bring me through so much... xxxxxxxxxx
