Am I heartless?

[xxkayyxx]

managed to watch eastenders and didnt cry-felt choked up when they read the same poem I had for my angel at her funeral but I didnt cry. now does that make me heartless or does it mean im healing? cos im confused now as loads of people have said they cried while watching it =/

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

   big hugs  babe we all deal with emotion diffrently <  it doesnt mean u dont care hun dont be hard on yourself hun xx

[Bretts mummy Emma]

It doesn't mean you don't care hunny. I can watch tv programmes when babies die from stillbirth and illness without crying because that's not how I lost Brett. He died from SIDS which is why I have personally struggled with the Eastenders storyline. I watched the first couple of episodes but haven't been able to bring myself to watch the funeral one! People deal with things differently xxxxx

[Susan - Tobias & Tanesha's Mummy]

Your not heartless hunni ((( big hugs ))) like the girls say we just react in different ways. For me the eastenders story has been a very sad one but I havn't felt any emotion towards it, I think it's just my brains way of detaching me from further distress. xxx

[Emmylou]

you will find that grief comes in all different ways , sometimes im can talk forhours about my son, and it doesnt bother me at all, then it can take the smallest thing , and i will be in floods of tears. You are never heartless ,just human, and a mum coming to terms with a huge loss .xx  xx