Hi I know I haven't been online at all much, my internet is down at home at the min. I'm using a family member's laptop to post this.
It's Brett's 8th birthday tomorrow and I've not done anything :( I feel like such a failure but life has got in the way of everything just lately. We are going to Brett's grave in the morning to take his flowers and releasing balloons. Then when it get's dark we will be releasing a lantern. But other than that we've planned nothing else. I feel like such an awful mummy cos if he were with us then I would have spent far too much money on things he would have 5 minutes before he broke them. Planned a party and made a cake yet he's not with us and I'm not baking

Sorry if this thread doesn't make much sense but nothing in my head makes much sense right now!
Love to you and your angels from me and mine xxxxx