Well I think I had, I've had a chat with my mum and Karl and we have come up with the idea of donating some money to demelza it wont be alot as havnt
got alot of money at the mo but even if it 50pound thought that would be nice and will add a few teddys etc, we will also go up the crem give Jack his cards and prezzies, we are going to have a little picnic in the afternoon and let some balloons off and then we will send a glo lantern off for him in the evning
also on the look out for a nice memory box as his toy box is full up now.
Nothing I do will bring Jack back or make me feel any better that I'm celebrating his birthday without him but I know If Im helping other children or babies it will make me feel abit better.
Ashleigh
