thanks all

I too was an identical twin althgough my twin sister was still born due to ttts I was never told of this til I was 7 although I always felt a part of me was missing I was too young to understand why and always had what was called my imaginary friend with me
this is why with james I have made things different he had a soft rattly toy in the shape of a baby angel as a baby that said my baby angel and as growing up hes got a teddy that holds a pink balloon saying my little angel and anytime he asks for it he is always allowed her picture down from her shelf or one of her teddies which both he will then kiss n hug

he also when close to me gets my necklaces kisses it then puts it to my mouth for me to kiss and recently now when playing out in the garden have caught him trying to kiss the ornament ones in her garden lol
none of this has been forced its all his own doing although I would never discourage it its so sweet
